A curious word
With layers and layers
Of meaning.
Insidious, it sneaks
Into your world
Before you even know
It’s there.
And when you do realize it?
It grips your heart,
Taking you hostage.
Squeezing your blood vessels and
Causing your heart to gallop,
Making it hard to breathe.
Tears form as the
Panic unfolds
Into mindless
Asymmetry.
You try. You really do.
Just talk yourself through it.
But, try as you might,
The air only becomes thick
With your own words,
Going nowhere.
Fear has taken up residence
With its grimy and gnarled fingers
As fear invades deeper
And deeper
Into the depths of your soul.
